so i should say about happy thing ?i hope i have happy things to share....... haha all i know is that i gonna have a retest for my amaths which is a good thing cause i fail like sh!T 3/20!lol this kinda of marks i also can get omg!hope history would not repeat itself^^
went to clean ms tan's room today-very very dirty now still having running nose because of dust and yong feng only arrange tables lol having biology test on thursday quite alot of words to study and many BOMBASTIC words to remember!
o ya gt back geog test i pass it^^haha of course must pass^^bt pass by a few marks only T_T
then i feel that those sec 2 prefects are very #$%^ they think they prefect big ar?! especially the red cross 1 -4got his name don bother to remember too-irritating,loud, and extra this are just the few words i can describe about him!what's his problem men?gt badge big ar?
then nothing much happen .tomorrow have ava dono will saty till wat time,still got chemistry supplemntery lessons will be late for ava haha better study or i will not have time to study 2morrow.heard from lionel that he link me bt nvr went to his site yet abit lazy ahah and getting sleepy........
i heard from my chinese teacher that the class will be re-stream i hope i won't be alone please let me be in a class where i know many people and i don want to go downstair the class either, as its Tll class!
guess i am going le few ppl online haha cuz most of them go old folks home^^going next week ok byezzzzzzzzzzz
-the time of my life-
4:58 PM
sad real sad!!!i think i gonna fail my Amaths-no is nt think is confirm!y muz the examples be so easy bt the test turn out to be so difficult!!!why ??!! y doesn't working hard pays???!!! why!!!!??
what must i do in order to acieve better results!!!what !!! why must i fail everything even though i studied so hard for it!!!is this life!!!??or is this fated~!!!!!if it is fated how do we change it???!so many questions yet no answers!!!!i realised that working hard does not pay and being kind doesn't pay at all too!!!so what can i do in order to be better ???? is this society changing the teenagers and childrens who should have fun but turn out to be in depression and many other mental illnesses?luckily for me i have friends and family members to support me !^^bt i feel that i am still under pressure no matter how hard i try i still cannot achieve the things i want to achieve.people take risks so do i..bt when people succeed i did not........is it destiny????
its ok i will try harder the next time i cannot just cry if i fall i must try to stand and fight back!i must never bow down to the so-called 'fate' i will work harder even if i do nt achieve it i will try i will!even if i fail again i will try my best to stand up and fight again till i succeed life is too short for worries^^so might as well face it^^
i can do it!i will do it!there's nothing that can stop me nothing!!!(haha like crazy people)
having physics test 2morrow so i guess i will study... working harder i do not want to have the feeling of failure...it is not a good feeling ...it makes me feel sore and down...failure are part and parcel of life but, having it is really a pain in the @#$ so in order not to have that feeling i will strive harder and harder !!!i believe i can do it! believing is the only solution so i will believe as long as there's hope in me nothing will be considered as dead.........^^ wish me luck^^still need luck too haha k guess i gtg bb^^^^
"believe in yourself,never bow down to fate!'
-the time of my life-
5:25 PM
ahhhhhhhhhhh!juz went to cut my hair looks pretty wierd but i quite like it haha..sad...tomorrow i will be having Amaths test then the day after that(tuesday)i will be having physics test -really must study hard i do not want to be the only person to fail again really must work hard must!really must buck up results have been falling ......but i will work hard no pain no gain^^ and like what 1 of my primary school teacher said which left a deep impression in my heart -her emphasis on 'xian ku hou tian' so in order not to dissapoint anyone i will strive even harder!!! ok i guess i'm stopping here must really study.............^^
"you will never know till you try"
-the time of my life-
10:24 AM
hmm
juz realise tat i did nt do pretty well bt at least i pass my chinese 39/70^^grateful for that bt really nothing much happen today except for a prefect meeting which is erm................ya haha
but i guess theres nothing more feeling abit tired now..........nvm blogging again next time^^
-the time of my life-
10:39 PM
wow long time never blog never have time the past few days,today ms seah nvr come so nothing much to do and i'm afraid of getting back my chemistry results....
..did physic pratical today cheated abit ahaha bt nt in the wrong way cause there is no time left and the paper wanted to take avg of 20 oscillation but i only manage to take 1 so i juz estimate the value anyway thats nt a test so no harm done bt suprisingly the work turn out to be good. after this week i realise that i really really need to work even harder than before......c'mon i can do it!!!!!!!!!! o ya and i went to chinatown ytd for photography field trip there is alot of 'interesting' things to see over there, we took many pictures and have quite alot of fun^^but by the time i reached home it was 8 luckilly there was no test nor homework given(for the 1st time) so i could have the rest i needed^^k got to blast ~may blog 2morrow^^
-the time of my life-
5:57 PM
phew another week pass..... but this week i fail 1 test and did 2 test which i think i will fail which is Amaths and SS.theres simply no time to finish it............fail and fail thats the results i am getting, trying to get out of this slumber need a hand, a hand who will pick me up of this mess. i really hope the tests will stop coming next week i will be having 3 test bt i am only confident only in geograpgy but not the rest WHAT CAN I DO
fail fail fail...................i wanna pass and achieved better results !!!!feeling fustrated!!!!learning to cope is difficult need breaks and time and time is the most important i need more time......so little time but so much work only if there was someone to help....................perhaps an angel???so that i will pass i try working hard but i do nt have time if i work too hard for other subjects.........ok i think tats all many work need to be done i am try to work even harder!go!go!go!i can do it failure isn't everything!
"failure ain't everything as long as you know you tried your best you achieve something the important is u learn from ur mistakes......<<
-the time of my life-
8:47 PM
i do nt noe whether to be happy or sad haiz~ i 'm the only who fail physics in class!!!!by 1.5 mark gonna be hurt this result but this will inspire me to work even harder than any1 else i will, and i must score higher than any1 else!!!!!!!!!!i can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i will do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!______________________________________________________
anway i hav amaths test 2morrow do nt wanna fail it - have a phobia of failing now but ppl tend to learn from their mistakes so i will defenitely try my best and give it all i got !!!!!!i will do it!!!!!!!!!!!wish me luck^^ and i'm here u all a happy valentines day have fun!
-the time of my life-
3:53 PM
list of things needed to be finish by this week:
mindmap
summary
Amaths
Emaths
Amaths test
SS test
wow simply too much work
better do wish me luk for test^^
-the time of my life-
10:15 PM
Today really is a day to enjoy!its finally end of the week-phew!this whole week test and more test homework and more homework<--(i thought moe say teach less learn more?)feeling kinda stress.today was the worst chinese lesson i had, i'm in a class where all the students are lousy already but who would expect it to be so lousy that i now feel that during chinese lesson i don even learn a thing-i feel that i was wasting 2 periods of my time listening to rubbish and craps!this is what happen today....the student in the class are suppose to conduct lessons, so today was the girls turn....they were teaching and when some guys did not listen they get piss off especially the bwss girl -i think is jocely or something...i did not know wats her problem and i can tell that she did not don anything all i see was teressa and co. doing the work, she juz stood there and stare-all i could recall of wat she did was throwing of chocolates so when we did nt so called pay attention that @#$% blurted all the vauglarities in front of the class!!i was by then pissed!she claim that we were not listening and say that we were not into studying!BUT i have a question for her!during my group presentation was she even paying attention?NO!i saw text messaging so is this what she called respect?i do not think so!we were merely paying a tit- for a tat i do not know whats her problem she think she is so great juz simply because of the fact that she is a girl and another thing is that she say that we were impolite , i was staring at her in disbelief,the fact that she scold vuglarities and hurl abuses at us, and we were did not even utter a word!!! and she say we were impolite?haha, looks whos talking men!the worst thing is that the teacher gave them 40/50 i do not believe it i feel that it is not fair the things they do and this is result they get, what is this world turning into??i still can't get over it i feel that it ain't fair!!they have AP then put the blame on us say that we weren't paying attention?when we were presenting what were they doing??!!! so whos the 1 nt paying attention ?whos the 1 nt being polite!? who?!who?!
i will try to forget abt it but my blood is still boiling...this week i have 3 test and i am scared of recieving it back cuz i fear that i will fail my physics!i could not answer most of the question. As for biology i lost 3 marks and i did lots of careless mistakes!the paper put 3.0% but when i answer it i put 0.3% what an error!!i cannot forgive myself for that mistake if i fail!as for math i think i will pass i guess i will be back at night to blog again^^
-the time of my life-
2:20 PM
Today is a little bit too stress gt 3 tests coming up in the next few days. I realised that Mrs ling is not that bad after all^^ i am finally able to understand what is she teaching and found out that she is able to understand how the pupils feel(even though she release us late for lunch sometimes) i am quite weak in maths and she is able to explain to me , but most teachers do not so i am really grateful for that^^ thx mrs ling!i will do my best for the test tomorrow!
Lots of homework to finish and i have to study for test, the past few days i have been sleeping at 12am as i found out that i could not finish my homework in time...but i always try my best to finish it^^and luckily for me i did^^Approximately:6 hrs more to study guess i have to go^^need to rush!homework and test here i come!!!!!!!!!Wish me luck!
"I will try my best in all things that i do!"
-the time of my life-
3:30 PM
Had a swim in the morning ,nothing much but have to study the entire day. Tests are coming up, teachers tend to give test all at the same time, its like multiple bullets firing at us,even if we were superman, we will not be able to handle it!So the only solution is to STUDY!STUDY!, but its simply too much stress-trying to unwind..... so i guess the proverb of "no pain, no gain " is right -but is test the only solution to prove one's ability?i beg to differ.....but who knows maybe it does... i guess thats it for today....how time flies..............
"time surely does fly, make use of every second and cherish your loved ones all u will regret "
-the time of my life-
9:39 PM
i guess i still left a few more homework that can be done by tomorrow
feeling abit drowsy now ~yawn~ i guess i study a little more then i go to sleep or maybe watch tv^^
Yay i have swimming tomorrow, waited long for it,as chinese new year i have hardly have any time to do my things
i hope i will pass all my test next week^^ wish me luck guys^^
"it is never to late to do the things you want"
-the time of my life-
9:54 PM
wow!tons of hws nvr do -struggling
Trying to finish all by today as many test are coming up so i have better hurry!Furthemore im not supppose to be online !
May be back
-the time of my life-
3:32 PM
i juz created this blog and not sure how it works so hope it works well and ends well
-the time of my life-
6:17 PM
