sad real sad!!!i think i gonna fail my Amaths-no is nt think is confirm!y muz the examples be so easy bt the test turn out to be so difficult!!!why ??!! y doesn't working hard pays???!!! why!!!!??
what must i do in order to acieve better results!!!what !!! why must i fail everything even though i studied so hard for it!!!is this life!!!??or is this fated~!!!!!if it is fated how do we change it???!so many questions yet no answers!!!!i realised that working hard does not pay and being kind doesn't pay at all too!!!so what can i do in order to be better ???? is this society changing the teenagers and childrens who should have fun but turn out to be in depression and many other mental illnesses?luckily for me i have friends and family members to support me !^^bt i feel that i am still under pressure no matter how hard i try i still cannot achieve the things i want to achieve.people take risks so do i..bt when people succeed i did not........is it destiny????
its ok i will try harder the next time i cannot just cry if i fall i must try to stand and fight back!i must never bow down to the so-called 'fate' i will work harder even if i do nt achieve it i will try i will!even if i fail again i will try my best to stand up and fight again till i succeed life is too short for worries^^so might as well face it^^
i can do it!i will do it!there's nothing that can stop me nothing!!!(haha like crazy people)
having physics test 2morrow so i guess i will study... working harder i do not want to have the feeling of failure...it is not a good feeling ...it makes me feel sore and down...failure are part and parcel of life but, having it is really a pain in the @#$ so in order not to have that feeling i will strive harder and harder !!!i believe i can do it! believing is the only solution so i will believe as long as there's hope in me nothing will be considered as dead.........^^ wish me luck^^still need luck too haha k guess i gtg bb^^^^
"believe in yourself,never bow down to fate!'
-the time of my life-
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