the ordeal is finally over! NO MORE 7 TEST !they are gone,and i mean gone^^phew,but i guess i really did not do well for maths today, in amaths(log) i think 0 marks should be the score i will get, yea 0!!!!zero!! then for emaths i guess i got a couple of mistakes, theres really a big difference between A and E maths, 1 is sooooooooo simple while the other is totally the opposite. but i guess i should look on the bright side of life^^at least i tried my best^^let me blog about the previous days:thursday(yesterday)had a prefect meeting, about choosing ur community or something,then i choose welfare^^cuz yulun inside and i ask hendrato,dona to join,haha poor little dona, cuz hendrato ask dennise join welfare also then dennise wrote welfare but dona belong to entre. club so cecilia don wan let him join, but after lots of persuasion, cecilia let him join on a condition that he muz help both sides^^haha, then bjorn show attitude,he got angry with cecilia and was piss off,he walk out the room (act cool only) but seriously he was the 1 at fault he did not do a single sh!t at entre. no wonder cecilia was angry but he kept dennying it, haha but who cares it does not concern me ^^hahahaafter prefect meeting studied with hendrato on log, but i think i still fail.....haiz!, when we were studying ms tan came, haha she talk to both of us about our school work, haha guess she understand us better ?hope so... cuz she say she will inform us of a test 2 week before instead of the usual 1 week before.....
then about today....hmmm don really have much things to talk about, o ya only that i will flunk my test !haha then erm bio got test next week!grrr ms chang always last minute, then the hang nga!!!!!grrrrrrr! suspose to be 1 chapter on photosnythesis only!then she go tall her we don haven had test on digestion!!!!grrr!and digestion is like so dam long!with many bombastic words!!photosynthesis alone will kill me......then abt CME test nxt week, i don intend to learn....hahaha as if i get A for CME my o levels would be better.....then guess i shall blog later tonight if i have time i will try to finish all my home work today^^ so cya^^^^^^
-the time of my life-
4:34 PM
maths retest.......grrrr....hope i pass^^feel uptight i think i shall not blog further cuz there's physics test ----don wanna fail again so cya^^
-the time of my life-
6:41 PM
thats 3 test down!now 4 more to go! by hook or by crook i must really pass my a maths test or else i will be failing all test i have except the 1st 1 !!did not blog for quite some time too......hmmm....tomorrow will be having ava which we will be going to maritchie<then yesterday in school was pretty cool^^class bonding thingy, mr brandon^^haha,cool dude lol he's like 1 of us,really have lots of fun make model and erm gt something like colour of words?yea should be ,where u write postive things about ur friends on the paper, haha i kinda scribble nonsense haha
then today erm....ms seah nvr come again^^haha then went to com lab with relieve teacher...haha that teacher was as horny as us man!haha...he bring us to com lab to ask us to finish the project ms seah had given us, but after doing the project......we found out that we can't SAVE!haha so = not doing!lol, but who cares?
then geog test questions was what i did not learnt!!!!omg!i juz scribble crap on it juz hope that i would pass........
haha today most ppl gt commendation day, i guess i'm juz 1 of the few staying at home hahaha, don be jealous^^hahaha
guess i gtg?yea need to study(so hardworking)lol, k then i shall blog next time...then erm abt the wuhan thingy,haha <<
-the time of my life-
4:12 PM
lets see.....long time never blog- abt 4 days huh?been pretty busy this few days and the next few days.........the thing is, i simply do not hav much time for anything, for example next week i will be having 7 TEST! THATS A LOT! i have to start studying like crazy!geog, a maths,e maths , re-test, SS, chemistry and physics! grrrrrr....... so stressful!left with 1 last day of duty finally!!!!i hate not being able to eat during recess time, i will always get hungry.hope no more duty for me!^^ran sports heats ytd...tiring......very....furthermore it is just after my 2.4km run.anyway i guess i did not qualify^^haha for 100m and 400m lol. hendra ran last and i ran 2nd last for 100m. he got last for 200m and i gt last for 400m.lol we both sux haah...muz think postive anyway^^8th place only^^but we are still 1st from the bottom^^B boys are so fast.....all like flying like that.....diffcult to beat.hendra and i were joking abt our timing , cuz the time is taken by andrew then hendra say his time taken for him to react is slow as the energy muz be use on his fats b4 going to the brain then to the watch.LOL!then today, erm suppose to have chem test-which i study like crazy ytd!but it was postponed to next week! grrr!then during eng lesson watch the 'news in class' clip by cherly fox, ms seah wanted us to do a project which need to be handed up next week.we discuss quite a lot already bt never really plan properly, then shuyun-the manager aka leader of the group juz stare at us while yanglin,yajing,arthur and i were discussing,it is not that i am against her or anything, it is just that she should at least contribute to something right? but this is just my view , i do not but this is what i feel and most ppl feel...but its ok i guess....but ain't it suppose to be group work?who knows?will be drowning tomorrow 1st 4 period of the morning which is equavalent to 2 hr 40 mins of maths lesson tomorrow...wonder how am i gonna survive?lol, my body will cramp and i will rot on the chair....loli guess i should stop- another long post again^^haha being back to blog is uncertain cuz i have many things to handle but i can't possibily please everyone right? so even there are some hip-cups done by me i am sorry but life is not abt sucess too, we have to learn from failures too,so a little mistake would not hurt........^^(hope so)k gtg do not miss me^^^^ i will be back!
" i do not know what is the key to sucess, but i do know that the key to failure is to please EVERYONE!"
-the time of my life-
5:59 PM
done geog!none left only maths!but still alot T_T!why muz there be so many maths hw!!!why, why, tell me why! i think i will do at my own pace cuz i am weak in maths.......haiz~
changed skin of blog^^look nicer right? haha of course i choose 1 mah lol
k lar i think i carry on with hw le cya^^
-the time of my life-
7:14 PM
i just realise that i am left with lots of homework undone,stack by stack i am staring at...everyday, every minute, every second....i am left with 1 more day to finish it before i will get booted out of the class for not finishing my work.....1 week was given to me to finish all this work, actually is even lesser than that........ minus camps and eating and sleepng hours, i am left with only a few days........ teachers juz don understand or am i just lazy?i don understand the topics and i have difficulty with it.............i am at a loss of what to do next...never felt so lost, and defenceless in my life before, i could not find the strength to stand and fight again.........even though i knew i can deep inside me bt somehow i juz could not do it!
i finish my physics, chem, and english all i left now is maths both A and E. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND LOG!I HAVE DFFCULTY IN DOING IT!i am simply at a loss, a total loss! feel so helpless!grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!i doubt i will even have time to revise my chem test on this upcoming wednesday!
so many things happen in just a week.......time flies.........only if we could stop time then perhaps all our worries all our troubles,and all our frustrations will be gone.........
for now i guess i have to do what was told, i will try to finish it, but i doubt i can do it....going to school is stressful at times but also carefree at times..........i'm just afraid that i cannot cope..........but i will try.....i will try to do my best...i hope:(
always look on the bright side of life eh? try too...hope i will be back to my cheerful self again^^ certainly hope so.......for now back to work i guess..........
-the time of my life-
4:18 PM
about 4 days i did not blog?yea should be it....bt i shall make it up by putting a long long story abt my 2 camps today^^firstly,AV camp i can say it is okay....bt only ok and nothing more i believe the seniors had plan it pretty well bt they juz never follow the plan as you sometimes you can see them quarrelling among themselves and did not give out instructions properly........and certain miscommunication too...1 guy and i guess is only him i do not like is kin shen....wats his problem men!ask people move away also dono ask properly u think an apology is enough?NO!then wat esle u did?shangya does nt want to do those things u purposely go force her....then tis is a camp for all av members not juz u !maybe i should tell u tis in UR FACE!but to me the rest of the seniors are like angels all of them are perfect unlike him!xin yan,yuesheng,min hon,shangya,kerman,sharron,liying,meihua and layting i thank u all for making this camp a sucess and not make it as though it was his camp i sincerly thank u all again^^
now abt prefect camp^^it was ytd.....hmm tis camp i can say is pretty fun,better than av camp^^ went to sch at 8.45 , was planning to meet glenn, then i saw julia...(name too long,haha actually dono how to spell) on the bus 55 then went to sch together....aiya skip tis stupid part ............. at sch ahv lots of games eg.tug-of-war then the dono wat calling names game pretty fun .....met lots of new prefects^^ after which we went to the airport at around 1++? ya should be, my group:grey erm ppl inside are:janet,ceccilia,dona,andrew,wee tong ,si ting,john,swee hao chun li(haha dono spell) still gt yulun, and me! haha actually janet and ceccilia is not tat bad^^ our group was the last to leave sch because of the tying the string on the leg and to the hand game pretty painful....bt after we which we all ran frm sch yea RAN all the way to the mrt station ceccilia janet etc could nt run fast because their bags too heavy i guess so we all help them carry and run.....then we met it to the mrt station saw 2 other teams...bt instead of taking mrt we went to take bus^^haha even though we still the last to reach we still had lots of fun then in the airport which is a place we are not suppose to run, bt we still ran then we catch up many groups cuz we are very fast at the clues then we saw ms low chee moon^^in the air port^^we all say hi to her^^wat a place to hav me met her! then we complete the race and came in 2nd i guess our team work pretty well^^haha then after the prize presentation we to eat me dona and glenn and andrew went to kopitiam eat mandy julia and diana(i think the name like tat)go eat at burger king after we ate finish we went back there and saw them eating....haha glenn say tat he learnt when some1 eating ,she cannot be rush haha then diana like merlion like shoot out coke out of her mouth lol after tat we all went home
all of us later broke into many small groups and left home...at ang mo kio station i saw another group of prefect...i guess they know me all said bye to me bt i dono them at all!haha maybe they knew me bt i don ahah(too popular)lol^^haha^^
ooooo time past so fast so little time to do homework i am going sentosa soon...at around 1030 i am leaving coming back at sunday i guess bt like tat i dono how i am going tto do my hw.
bt nvm i try to do ba k i guess todays blog is long enough , o ya i am gonna change the song^^ k cya
-the time of my life-
9:05 AM
hmmm not many ppl online today.............i think i better pack my bag for the camp on MON and TUE. would not be at home this 2 days so means no blogging ^^ do not miss me^^haha
camping in sch seems fun but going other places to camp seems better......after quiting scouts i do not y i hav the craving for camps.............do not y i love camp so much haha desperate for camp..... camping is fun love it^^ bt i am afraid that i wwould not hav time to do my work and catch up with studies so i guess after packing my bag or luggage^^i will do my work so i guess here is where i will stop bb^^ be coming back to blog on tue i guess so for the period of time don misss me and don forget me too^^
-the time of my life-
11:42 AM
actually i wanted put the quiz but it load too long so i guess i shall 4get abt it
-the time of my life-
9:59 PM
finally!HOLIDAYS!!! hmmm bt lots of homework................finally found a music, took 2 hrs! i hope it is nice.........^_^or else later someone say nt nice---say always silent 1.......haha jkjkjk today during chem lesson prinicple and the sci HOD came!then the lesson suddenly became so interesting then the way ms tan teach also become interesting haha i think muz be for today only^^
then during maths lesson we were give 3 exams paper as homework + many worksheets!wow looks like holiday can hardly have time to rest!
chinese lesson was pretty cool!although there is 2 periods mdm gu let us read the 5 weekly paper(xin qi wu zhou bao) for 1 period then 2nd period we litsen to music, she played jay jay lin jun jie-caocao the song was pretty fun but then awhile later the school got miscommunication the teacher thought it was 1215 release us go take report books bt it was not it was suppose to be end of the day so there wa some confusion going on.........
erm got back my report book.................not too happy with it, actually i am not happy with it at all....................results all sux only gt 1 A1!grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!then 1 D7!2 C5!GRRRRRRRRR!then 3 B3 and 1 B4!so poor!!!!!!! i better work hard during the holidays-i better!
2 camp nxt week..................duty today was fine..............guess i will blog tonight now no 1 online to talk too so sad!so lonely!i think i go down play soccer with friends....bb^^
-the time of my life-
4:31 PM
feeling abit tired just finished NAPFA test phew!^^
today was pretty cool 6 periods no lesson mr yong mr tan and ms seah all nt present cool man^^then help ms decorate her classroom erm ya tat kejin !when entering ms tan classroom 4e1 was there and JANET WAS INSIDE! i did not wear badge as i lent it to glenn then later when janet come out she go tell janet shawn nvr wear badge!wat the hell sia...then janet giv me tat look and say,"i don need to tell u noe wat u r suppose to do right?" wat the hell sia!grrrrr!
then nothing much 1 more day to holidays!bt will be pretty busy, monday, tue-ava camp then on wed gt prefect camp......then the class say they want to go skating so would be thursday then friday i think i will be going sk hse(dono see how 1st)so bust wonder will have time to revise or nt......hmmm think i better go eat dinner very hungry..................bb
blogging tomorrow perhaps^^
o ya and those who hate the previous music - i mean don appreciate it ^^i have change it haha to alica keys 1 bt may change again cuz i abit don like it^^unless ppl like haha
-the time of my life-
6:27 PM
wow!cool!today was fun^^^^^^^^^so fun^^^^went to old folks home today...so much fun!they are cool...haha most of them so enthu especially 1 she talk to us haha i understand bt dono how to reply lol^^ today i perform!haha did the hoola hoop, 3 together!haha everybody clap sia^^^haha so pro^^ wow really have lots of fun there interacting with the old folks so much fun so enjoyable i actually know how to speak some haha
then today prefect duty.....erm joyce nvr come again go TAF hahaahhaha do with ceccilia...quite fun at least she talks^^ unlike other ppl so quite or is it i become too talkative?lol....then today mrs ling release us early cuz she noe we hav CIP ^^
tomorrow gt testT_T nooooooooooooooooo! 2 somemore better study last test of the term wahhooooooooo then erm heard that prefect camp cancel....hehehe bt even nt cancel i also don feel l ike going cuz how can they call it a camp when its 1 day and 1day wat can u do?pratically liitle things............hmmm better go study le haha feeling so high now, so happy, doing a kind deed really make one happy haha the class was pretty united today too^^haha actually we are united most of the time juz like bluffing teachers haha ok better go study le cya^^
"being happy is the best you can wish for"
-the time of my life-
5:59 PM
2 weeks of duty!!!!!what!!!!patrolling somemore!!!!!means that i can hardly eat for recess time T_T
today duty was ok, haha lucky partner go for TAF meeting then no need do wif her or else it would be boring=.= actually yu lun today wanna do with me 1, he ask ceccilia, bt she say i folow her.... then yu lun say she @#$%^& haha bt doing duty with her is quite ok although it will notbe as much fun as doing with yu lun^^ then erm ya... today i 4got to bring tie T_T borrowed from mandy haha ironicaly she borrowed my badge in the morning^^ then erm ms seah told us eng results many ppl seems to fail.....wonder why....... i pass gt 66 bt she say do holiday hw gt extra marks bt i don see myself getting EXTRA! then today also gt back bio and physics...AGAIN I GOT 13 in the results-physics i got 13! then erm bio gt 22^^ bargain for 1 mark haha (actually i wrote suffcient then she mark wrong bt suffcient is the same meaning as same amt. so she gave me 1 mark^^)
then todays amaths test make me feel horrible i did all questions bt my last question which is worth 4 marks!! which i noe how to do....bt did nt hav time to finish!!!!!!!!grrrrrrrrr!
then today .....i can say is the best day no homework nor test ^^ for once!
tomorrow going old folks home...nt sure wat to do i don even speak any language!!! i only understand bt dono how to speak^^haha should not worry too much ^^it is nt as if it is my 1st time hahah i beliveve i will hav fun over there ^^ ok i guess i shouuld not blog any more today's blog is pretty long haha bb
"have fun in everything you do, or u will find that everything you do is meaningless"
-the time of my life-
4:17 PM
ytd was to lazy to blog haha^^. kh ytd told me something which i felt tat was nt pretty right.... he told me if wanna be head prefect or counsellor(watever the spelling) etc.....muz go por those teachers and senior, he say for eg. bjorn then he say he muz begin to por...i was thinking to myself if u go boot-lick those seniors and teachers if get the post you wanted , do u think other ppl will respect u?NO! bjorn and kh both hav wat it takes lar....bt if they really go boot-lick .....then the post they get r nt real....it will make them look like figurehead and no 1 will respect them if they want to get the post so badly....work for it lar don go and boot-lick.........i for 1 does nt even care if i can be head prefect or watever cuz if can be u will be, if u cannot no matter how much u force also cannot and even if u can force ur way through do u think u hav wat it takes ?
then erm today....better start doing my hw or i will die! better revise too......3 maths test!!T_T
other classes all no test bt my class................arggggghhhhhhh thinking of it make my blood boils(evaporating : can see red steam) better study harded or my progress card will be all C!
"forcing urself to wear a shoe u cannot wear will nt make u happy, even if u can walk....it will not be comfortable"
-the time of my life-
12:19 PM
another week.....1 more week to holidays^^don feel like writing much 3 maths test nxt week will die!!! ok i think tats all...
-the time of my life-
10:33 PM
wow today was pretty cool bt it should not have happen.....ytd i studied for bio test which was suppose to be today!!bt aysiah...haha went to brainwash teacher(cool)lol then it turns out to be tomorrow=.= that means i wasted my time ytd i left a pile of maths hw nt yet complete!!!i do nt noe how i am going to finish by 2morrow.then i find that mr yong is quite a fun teacher and quite typical haha cuz during our break mr yong was seeing which stall to go then dona and i were queing at a long queue he said"ayio so long ar don 1 lar" lol i think i really must work harder in physics since i gt such a nice teacher bt the thing is i muz work really har scared i will become cuckoo then today went home quite early father fetch me home^^yea 2nd time^^haha then went to bank.....then later intent to go out bt told my dad gt test so saturday go instead^^guess i have to catch up with my work so have to blogging till 2morrow bb^^^^
-the time of my life-
6:00 PM
wow feeling real tired juz gt home from ava....today tough men gt prefect invest thingy janet say pledge half way forgot heard tat she cry...........then after asembley no breakT_T straight awys maths then after tat gt chem supplemntary till 1640!!!!!!!!!!!so late!!then still have to go ava which i did nt do much.then mei hua ask me abt how was work?i told her i fail some subjects...and she ask me abt bulldozer too.i told her tat she purposely post the results outside class...but this is meant to disgrace us!!!!!!!i pass my emaths wif flying colours bt fail my amths like toot!o ya gt bio test 2morrow bt so much maths hw!!!!!!!!i believe i can cope so far....trying the best in all i that do^^ o ya 1 more thing chenghao made a sec 2 guy cry and is the 1 i mention on my last blog(tat prefect) bt due to my kind nature(haha BHB lol nvr felt so kind b4 honestly)
i together wif zehao they all went to console him did not know the real problem though haha k gtg lots of homework and need to study test^^bb
-the time of my life-
6:50 PM
