Life certainly have its ups and downs, its moment of sweetness and bitterness...
Perhaps i juz witness both in less than 2 days...yesterday it was ken kor kor wedding dinner,although i did not attend but both my parents went, he said he misses me ^^haha i miss him too ^^when i was small we use to play almost everyday, he took care of me. As my parents were working then,they ask someone to take take care of me, they place me in my caretaker house, hmmm then the care taker son was ken kor kor lor.hmm, i still rmb vaguely that we use to play computer,watch tv together.....hmmm if he ever see this blog, i wish him all the best for his marriage^^and i miss you too^^
hmmm,he is quite capable too^^haha doctor sia.....^^hmmm,however my caretaker who ia ddress her as 'ma-ma' pass away 2 yrs ago.....
then when i woke up this morning, daddy called, and said 'ah zho'(my great-grandma) is gone....we were deciding to visit her today, as yesterday my dad told me that she's in critical condition, but she couldn't hold on ...and,alas, gone to the paradise,she's 90+++ already......hmmm, perhaps i may see her for the last time today.......
this really shows me how fragile a life can be.... perhaps i drop a tear in my bed yesterday,i do not know, all i know was that i felt something cooling trickle down my cheeks and drop to the pillow, hmmm..........
perhaps this is life.....one have to accept it.....and move on....what i somehow regreted was that my dad told me that we will be visiting her today....but she pass away today....
A moment of happiness on 1 side and a moment of bitterness on the other.....a mixture of feelings in my herat and mind right now....juz wish ken kor kor happy and blissful marriage, and ah zho, although i seldom chat with yo, perhaps u really have a postion in my heart....
-the time of my life-
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